Idiot

I'm such an idiot. 

I lost my bag, 

"buy a new one"
you dont understand, my father's family has been taunting me with my purse, "you'll lose your bag" "there's no way you'll manage to make it back home with that purse in your hand" i proved them wrong. 

A few months later, here I am, no bag in hand. Though I proved them wrong at the time, i still lost it today. on the long run they've won. The reason this means a lot to me is because theyve stereotyped me as just some stupid, clueless, clumsy chick, that's what I'm labeled as. they dont see me for me, they see me by the label theyve written all over me. I'm so much more than just some clumsy girl, or at least thats what ive been trying to show them, but what does it matter now that what theyve expected happened? worst part is, they werent even teasing me out of worry or care, it was out of belittlement. one of the things that made me even more upset was that i couldnt do anything about losing my bag, i couldnt go look for it because the driver was waiting outside and my phone was dead and so many other reasons, i wish i were adult enough.