Self-Centered

I have to be the most selfish person i know. when i want to move on from something i move on almost instantly without even thinking of the other person. just a month ago i was debating moving schools and cutting ties just because i needed it, isnt that the most selfish thing ever? just because i want a certain amount of freedom i seem to be willing to go for it without taking other poeples feelings into account. The number of people who i left with no remorse just because my situation couldnt handle it is insane, because even having done such a thing to one person is wrong. i really need  to be more thoughtful with the bond that i build. i feel like i have a sense of entitlement when it comes to ties, because i know i have the courage that so many others lack, and its a bit disgusting to see it all get to my head. i kinda suck, i shouldnt think im better than anyone, but yk maybe that comes from a perspective of insecurity? i never really understood insecure people, like nothing is ever that bad, but yk i think thats a bit egoistic. i dont really think im insecure, i'm very comfortable with myself wether for looks or personality, but i think sometimes i can be too much. its not that i think im better than anyone, i dont think its arrogance, i think its ignorance, ive been so caught up in my own life that i seem to forget to acknowledge those less bold.